my single-ness is catching up with me.
this is not the week for me to look at wedding photography, hear about engagements, see the countless "in a relationship" posts on facebook, or talk about future plans with anyone.
usually i'm fine. i'd say about 85-90% of the time. but right now, it's just too much. it brings me sadness instead of joy. and the thought of love should be joyful. instead, it's tearful and i feel broken.
i need some time.