i bought misty edwards' album "Fling Wide" yesterday and it's amazing. especially this song. check it out. it's been in my head all night and this morning.
i had kind of a rough, semi-sleepless night, with a lot of things on my mind.. just thinking about things i want to change but can't, and thinking about the future. it's so true what it says in Matthew about not worrying about tomorrow's troubles, but how can you stop yourself? it's really hard. trust is hard. faith is a choice. decisions don't come easily. but i know i don't have to have everything figured out on my own, and especially not by my own plans.
all this and it's only 8 a.m.. back later.