the real world is not a joke.
it's hard. and it makes me feel really unintelligent, like i don't know anything. and i have a lot to do once i actually start working and i'm praying that i don't fall flat on my face and get fired. or desperate enough to quit. but the good news is that i have excellent benefits, great co-workers, a decent salary (if there's not a thousand taxes being taken out), and a job. i should be a little more grateful, right? yeah, i know.
today was just really rough and exhausting and i had some issues to work out. i didn't get home until like 7:30 and i don't want that to happen every night.. but chances are i'm not getting out of the office by 5 every day. sad. my life during weekdays will live & breathe work. but once i get the hang of it, maybe i won't mind so much.